my results were:

English 89% Band 5
Maths 79% Band 4
Science 89% Band 5
Geography 88% Band 5
History 92% Band 6
Computing Skills 99% "Highly competent"

these are okay... but a second glance says that i was a few marks off being awesome. i can't look at this document without getting angry. it is the phrase "close, but no cigar" incarnate. all it does is show me how useless i am. five minutes more on all of these subjects would put them to band 6's excepth maths.

I am disgusted with myself. i can do so much better. my HSC will reflect this new outlook as i move towards revenge against myself for this appalling failure.

This is like Rome's effort at the Battle of Teutoberg Forest. Pathetic Failure.

I'd spit in my own face if it was possible.